Time to Slow Down

I have found myself being extremely tired...worn out. People say it's because I spend so much time worrying and not enough time hanging with my friends...with positive people. But I mean, what is it that I am even tired of? I don't have a job anymore, people are right when they say I don't go anywhere. I have no reason to. When a person doesn't have a job then they have no money so what's the point of going out when you got nothing?! However, I am tired. Worn. 

I feel as if I have constantly been going without stopping. I feel as if I have been running without end and without any breaks to catch my breath. How much longer must this go on?!  How much longer till I'm happy again? Was I ever happy? When will I stop being tired and stop feeling a failure? 

                                                  When?

Until I know, I guess I have no choice but to keep on going. To keep going on this open road called life... Here I go...again.