How can I escape these feelings and emotions that I have inside of me? All of these things are piling up and I have no idea how I can keep constraining them buried inside of my heavy heart. With all of these emotions I feel in a way that I am drowning. I'm constantly drowning in emotions, feelings, unanswered questions, pain...my life. "How God, can you continue to allow me to live in such a way that causes brokenness and heart-ache to my soul? I mean, is that considered selfish of me to ask such a thing? If so, please forgive me, but I can not help but to ask."
What am I angry at? Oh that's right, I remember now....everything! I am mad at everything! I am angry at the fact that there are little kids starving in this world, but yet we spend over $100 on filet min yon like money grows on trees! I am angry that people only think of themselves and instead of praying and thanking God that they even exist! I am mad at the fact that the government says that they have passed a law to prevent abortion but yet, abortion still exists! Women can still have an abortion after so many days of being pregnant...whatever happened to saving lives?! Oh ya-we don't believe in that! Damn! I am mad at a lot of other things too, but the list goes on forever, there is no stopping point. I just want to understand these things...why can't I understand anything! Am I stupid or something?! Apparently!
Welcome to my story.
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