Silent Passion

  

    Have you ever asked yourself “what does God mean to me?” Have you ever stopped to think about it? Do you actually know what He means to you? As Christians, we should be in the word everyday…. How can we know what He means to us without actually knowing Him? We can’t, it’s impossible. Over the years I have grown in my faith and walk with Christ. I know what it takes to have a relationship with Him, and I know how it feels to be standing on the sidelines. The truth is, we can’t say what God truly means to us without having day-to-day conversations with Him.

  So what is my answer? God is everything to me… He’s my daddy, best friend, comforter, healer, and even my comedian. He is my energy, and He is the reason why I am not depressed, sad, dead, crazy, and a nobody. He is my number one soul mate. He is graceful, and everything that is holy and noble. He is the one I turn to in my most desperate times and in my best times. He is my every breath and my every hope. Do I sometimes let him down? Yes, but He is always there to pick me back up, and He is always willing to forgive me. I mess up every day, but He is there to wipe away my tears. How do I know this? I know this because I know Him and I spend every day in His word and meditate on what he says.

 Another thing is that I must be giving Him glory because He is right by my side when I need him. He helps me through everything. Even when I decide to do things my own way, he continues to stand next to me and welcomes me back with open arms...  He works with the paths we choose for ourselves. He uses our experiences as a key role in our ministry.He has given me this knowledge and wisdom that its so far been relatively serene and joy. God may exist in passion but I decide to stray from passion as it can lead to trouble and confusion and many other wants. Not saying its negative, it can just get flawed as it becomes overrated. I guess if you let it. Not at all saying God is flawed, either. Not that love just equates to passion, cause it doesn't. God=love. Everything that God is then that is love. Even those that don't believe in Him know what God can be if He were to be real in their souls and hearts. I rather be in a state of equanimity as it helps me to be diligent in whatever my goals are and in whatever I pursue.  God is my loud but silent passion.